They think I’m alright

They question your sanity
But never question mine
Because they always think I’ll be alright

And I think one day they may be proven wrong
But for now they think I only *think* i’m not strong
I say I can’t cope
They say I can, they say I’m coping right now
Even if I don’t think I am

Well they don’t see into my mind
They don’t know the pressure behind my eyes
The way it makes me strain
The way I can’t take the pain
The way I’ve got ideas and thoughts in my head
Driving me insane

They don’t see the hands going through my hair
My head bowed down as I try to pull through my despair
They don’t hear my screams
As I hold it inside
Till one day it all burts from my lips
And the world hears
But then I go silent again
And the world moves on
without a clue

While these little thoughts
Like spiders create these webs in my mind
And I could try to explain
But there are no words I could say
Because when I try it’s never enough
And that’s why there is only one solution that comes to mind
The ultimate expression
Of this pain inside…..

4 thoughts on “They think I’m alright

  1. Myth*. July 17, 2018 / 9:00 pm

    Stay Alive! Turn that pain into what can be even more precious…YOU! πŸ™‚

    Liked by 1 person

  2. colonialist July 18, 2018 / 7:52 pm

    Maybe thinking of the Grand Canyon would help? Now, that’s a really deep depression!
    (Excuse the levity!)

    Liked by 1 person

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