My writing isn’t the same as it used to be.
I’m just not good at it anymore.
I tried honing on on my wildlife photography skills but that isn’t working out either because it’s an impractical hobby to have when you can only walk short distances and need a wheelchair.
I have nothing left in me to give. And I never gave that much in the first place.
I want to throw everything around me and smash everything to pieces.
This isn’t a story, right? This is how you’re feeling? I’m really sorry you’re going through this. Is there someone you can talk to? It sounds like you’re dealing with too much on your own.
Yea this is how i’m feeling at the moment.
I do have some people online. And support workers but I’ve not really known what to say o them lately. dunno why.
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I guess depression squashes motivation, even the will to talk to someone. I’m sorry, life can be really tough sometimes. Keep going, my friend, hopefully the sun will come out soon x