I can’t find my place

even among misfits

want out of this race

got no path I can see to trace

and I don’t think I can

be the man

I thought I wanted to be anyway

courage is not known by me

he’s simply a stranger I know I could never be

I don’t want to live inside myself

I’m my own misfortune, my own hell

sometimes I dare to think I could even dream

but then I fall back down to earth

and I see

I am not the man I sought to be

And I wish taking a life would be easier

because one more day inside this skin

is just endless torture.