Am I the narcissist?

I can no longer tell.

Or I never was able to tell…

I know I’ve had this confusion before because of someone else, but that makes me wonder it even more. The fact I’ve felt this before with someone else makes me think maybe I keep coming across narcissists and becoming part of their narcissistic supply because I’m the narcissist projecting onto them.

The fact I have no…

There is nothing I can do or say to explain the things that have been done, said makes it all seem fake.

Out of context a lot of things sound petty.

I don’t know if I’m the narcissist anymore.

And if I am how I can be a better person.

3 thoughts on “Am I the narcissist?

  1. inkbiotic September 10, 2019 / 7:47 pm

    I read somewhere a while ago that if you’re asking yourself if you’re a narcissist, you aren’t, narcissists are never that self-aware. I don’t think they try to work out how to be a better person either

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    • Matt Johnson September 12, 2019 / 5:58 pm

      I have read that after coming out of a relationship many years back that left me asking the same question, “Am I the narcaccist?” but I dunno if I believe it. Because some things are so subtle…. yet in the context and the context of an accumilation of things it’s a big thing but it’s sounds vague when you describe whats happening to others and it sounds petty even, and you find yourself feeling like you’re going insane or you’re making something more than it is, making someone out to be something their not it’s hard to explain

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  2. inkbiotic September 12, 2019 / 6:17 pm

    It does sound complicated, I wish I could help. It sounds like you’ve been through/ are going through a lot though, and that’s likely to skew your perception of yourself as well as affect how you relate to people. Take it easy on yourself eh? Some questions can be left alone when life is already too difficult.

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